"you're all i want, you're all i need, you're everything..."

why is it that everytime i go anywhere in this town you're there. i run into you, or you find me.... or whatever. why is it that we always get along great? but there's no connections? i just don't understand. i've stopped trying to figure it out.

i know i've screwed up a lot in the last couple weeks, and i know i need to smarten up. i've lost a few friends, but gained several more... i smoked, drank and did other random events that i know are wrong, and not right... yet i still did them. why is that? was i just trying to get your attention? no, obviously not, all it did was drive you away.

i'm not tryin to push you away, i'm just trying to fix what used to be.

help me please.